yesterday i learned what it is to be awkward
forced into a situation i wasn't prepared for
absent stomach and tight throat

followed by being labled emotional
(by a friend?!)
distracted by questions
how long have you known me?
guess someone should have known better
weather that someone was me or you

we dont know what we are
but this is what i am
because apparently things are worse when you pretend

but, more than this?